I’ve heard this word heavy in my heart for a while now. I’ve definitely been evading writing this but when applied directly in my life I think it’s time I just share😀
So earlier this week I was taking my son for a doctors appointment. My day started a bit off but I managed to bundle this almost three year old in the car and off we went to the doctors. So I had to use this route notorious for traffic so in my mind I drew up an alternative route where I would take a diversion and make my journey easier. When I got to the juncture, I indicated and the Spirit of God was like ‘don’t turn keep going straight’ I consider myself pretty obedient but in this instance the God of heaven and earth didn’t understand the plan and I needed to do what I needed to do! I tried to obey🙊 I tried but the traffic ahead of me was like you would be a fool to listen not to mention the construction works that lay ahead of me.
So I take my preferred route and the whole time I’m like ‘see God sometimes we can be right’. Needless to say I didn’t get an answer. The next time I heard His voice it was at another juncture where He said ‘give the two motorbikes way.’ But they were way far off and I was in a hurry remember. So I went ahead slithered in and drove. As I was about to take my next turn left this one motorbike guy rammed into me so hard and then took off so fast was like a scene out of fast and furious leaving all onlookers mouth agape!
Let me tell you I was in shock. I continued my journey with my bumper half out and my car not in the best of shape. I think God looked out for that guy he seemed to have no damage.
Later I began to reflect. Why didn’t I just obey? To my eyes it was a mess, the route God wanted me to take was a mess. I had had an accident there before and I didn’t feel like dejavu.
Now who is to blame? Is it God for not protecting me ( doesn’t He send angels to watch over me) or is it me. I disobeyed on two occasions and would it be fair for me to expect God to just cover me regardless!
Well I will leave that to you to decide. But for me I know I was wrong. What I know is the devil woke up with plans to destroy me, I mean isn’t that His mandate daily over every man and woman . I choose not to play a small role I had in obeying my maker and doing the right thing.
I have since decided that my ways are not His ways. No matter what I see He knows best! His plans for me are a good future and hope! Be instruction led and not reaction led.